Summer Sketching

This summer I feel a little more productive than usual. I was able to spend a fair amount of time sketching. What helped is that not only did I go on a cross-country trip, driving to Pennsylvania to visit family which gave me more free time to focus and draw, but I also have been reading a lot of books for fun (more than normal, anyway), and watching a lot of movies. All these things help me replenish my creativity!

So here are some of the products of my endeavors so far this summer!

Quick sketches of characters for a comic series

Two of my characters

One of my characters from a novel I’m writing

One of my characters from a novel I’m writing

Character sketches for a friend’s novel

More character sketches for a friend’s novel

Birthday Wishes

Earlier this month, it was my friend, Lilly’s birthday. I decided to do something handmade for her this year as a gift. I’ve always wanted to draw a picture of one of her characters who’s a cowgirl, so for a birthday present I finally sketched out some fanart for her. I was on a trip to see family in Pennsylvania so that gave me an opportunity away from my busy work schedule at home and just sit and draw while we were driving.

The sketch

Once I arrived home from my trip, I was able to start working on coloring the sketch. I had to decide how I wanted to complete it – at first I thought I might use my tablet and digitally color and ink it, but I have been having problems with my computer and my tablet doesn’t always work on it, so I decided to go with a more traditional method: watercolor. So this is one of the few pieces of art I’ve done in the last few years. It felt good to finally do some artwork again! I had so much fun drawing it! ❤

Finished watercolor

 

Happy birthday, Lilly! Enjoy!

Good Friends and a Cup of Tea

I was having some trouble and then my best friend Lilly made this card of Sailor Venus for me for Christmas! My day got instantly better! Need something to cheer you up? Get a cute drawing from a friend! ^_^

Lilly’s a fantastic artist. You can check out more of her work here:

http://lillylui.com/

and here:

http://sugarfairy7.deviantart.com/

and here:

http://lillylui.tumblr.com/

Enjoy!

First Day of Autumn

It’s officially the first day of fall today and 20 days past my birthday (and the birth of my blog)! I can’t believe it’s been a whole year since I started this blog! I’m excited it’s fall…I love the fall and spring, but especially fall. I love the trees turning colors, the late blooming flowers, the smells, the crisp air… Last week felt very much like fall, with much cooler temperatures and some rain. It was nice. It warmed back up again today, but hopefully we’re in the process of more long-term cooling. It was sure hot this summer! Speaking of summer: summer went way too fast. I got to go to one of my friend’s bridal showers, went on some awesome hikes and saw some beaver dams and marmots, and went to Hills Alive in between working and taking some summer classes.  My friend has since been married and is now back from her honeymoon, and I have another friend getting married next summer! Fall classes have started again, and I’m quite busy, as usual, with those and work. I’m considering taking up Yoga again, hesitant only because it will cut into my extremely limited amount of time to do homework and other important things I barely have time to do to begin with…but I do miss Yoga so much…
 

I also got to go to Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons a few weeks ago, which was fun. What a wonderful place. I haven’t been there since I was about 11 or 12 years old, so it was nice to see it all again. Sure is different than I remember though. Alot of the trees are all dead (from a fire and from beetles). I remembered there being so many more trees when I was younger. Also, sadly, the Morning Glory hotspring is not as pretty as it was when I was there last. I remember it being a bright blue, with some green, yellow, and brown along the very edges. It’s now almost completely green where it used to be blue, and a larger area is yellow and brown. There was a plaque saying it was from people throwing objects (coins, trash, toys) into the spring, clogging it, which caused the pool’s temperature to change and the cyanobacteria that used to be in it (causing it to be mostly blue) can’t survive in it anymore, so now the green, yellow, and brown bacteria are thriving, causing it to be those colors instead. How sad. We ruin everything we touch. We can’t even keep a single  hotspring healthy and clean. That aside, we didn’t get to see as many animals as I was hoping to. We saw a few elk cows, some buffalo, a trumpeter swan, some ravens, and some geese and ducks. I really would have liked to have seen some wolves, bears, and moose…

 

 

 

 

 

 

I didn’t get the greatest pictures of the ones I did see, either….

 

At my parents’ house there was a huge dragonfly swarm the night before we left for Yellowstone, and while they had already moved on by the time I got my camera, there were a few remaining ones as the sun set, and one even landed on me (in fact, I couldn’t get him off, he kept moving to my hand or other spots on my arm when I tried to put him on a tree) and hung around all night. I’d never seen dragonflies that large or those colors in the area before. It was pretty interesting! I found a site online here http://scienceforcitizens.net/blog/2011/07/studying-dragonfly-swarms-with-citizen-science/ where they were tracking dragonfly swarms, so that was something I didn’t realize they did!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Also, that same night, we saw my cat Sophie apparently was bitten by a rattlesnake (we think). She had two puncture wounds on her forehead (that looked like fang marks) and her face was very swollen. We gave her some antihistamine since it was so late at night no vets would be open, and by morning the swelling was completely gone. So that was good. I bet she won’t go bothering a rattlesnake again…
 

Bitten

Bitten

Next day

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

And as a last note, my plant family has grown quite a bit. At my work, they were getting rid of their seasonal plants, since the growing season is pretty much over, so I was able to take home some very nice plants. One I particularly like, I found out, is a sweet potato vine. It has beautiful foliage, and had the prettiest little purple-pink flowers too.

 

Rest In Peace, Diana Wynne Jones

Sadly, Diana Wynne Jones, my favorite author (who very much reminded me of my grandma) passed away on March 26,2011 after over a year long battle with lung cancer. 

Partly what makes it even worse, is that I just found out about it tonight, almost 3 months later. I feel like I haven’t been able to pay her her proper respects, and certainly not in a timely manner. Neil Gaiman, however, wrote beautiful things about her and his words more than make up for anything I could have said to express my gratitude for her works and even her friendship through her books.

I don’t care much for meeting “famous” people, but she was the only one I ever thought I would love to meet, and just be able to express to her how much her books have impacted me and my work. What a wonderful woman, the world will be a much dimmer place without her. Good bye, Diana. You didn’t know me, but I will miss you dearly.

“I thought about Dogsbody, which I have to write an introduction to, and wondered what star Diana would be, if she was a star.”  – Neil Gaiman

Rest in Peace, Diana Wynne Jones. You shone like a star. The funniest, wisest writer & the finest friend. I miss you. – Neil Gaiman

http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2011/03/being-alive.html

http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2011/mar/27/diana-wynne-jones-obituary

As soon as I get some free time, I’m going to post some Diana Wynne Jones book reviews in memory of her.

Earwig and the Witch by Diana Wynne Jones

Briefly: the plot involves a little girl in an orphanage who gets everything she wants. She is picked out to be fostered by a strange couple, the woman turning out to be a mean old witch and the man is actually some kind of supernatural being, and no longer does the little girl get everything she wants. She teams up with the witch’s talking cat and the two devise ways to make their lives better.

This is possibly Diana Wynne Jones’s last book (I’ve heard there may be one more coming out in the next year –although they are rereleasing Dogsbody with a Neil Gaiman introduction, so that may be the book they’re referring to).  Sadly, this is one of her shortest books, feeling as if it belongs in a collection of shorts such as her Stopping for a Spell or Warlock at the Wheel.

It’s a wonderful, Diana-esque book, obviously aimed at a younger audience. Lines are generously spaced, the text is large, and there are plenty of illustrations (quirky, fitting illustrations by Marion Lindsay in the UK version. The U.S. version to come out Jan. 31, 2012 will be illustrated by Paul O. Zelinsky), so the 144 page book really amounts to very little to read. I read it in 45 minutes, which is definitely why it feels like it should be in a collection of short stories. As a children’s book it’s fine, but those of us used to Diana’s lengthy, thorough story-telling it is way too short. I wanted more!

It’s all Diana though, and she created a quaint, interesting world and characters, as usual. My only wish was that the ending (basically the last chapter) was more elaborated on and the book was longer (while I was reading it with the fact it’s geared toward younger children in mind, I couldn’t help but think that part of the reason it is not as in-depth as many of her other books is because she was ill while writing it – but that doesn’t affect the quality – it just makes you want to learn more about the characters and the world, but it is never given to you. Usually Diana does give you all the answers by the end of her books – she wraps everything up in a nice little package). But it was cute.

It is a must-have for those who love Diana, especially being her last (known) original book before her passing March 26, 2011. She was an inspired and creative genius and the world will be at a loss without her bright new stories. I always looked forward to the newest release of hers every year or two. Thankfully she was a prolific author, and has over 42 titles published. She left the world with a part of her and I am truly grateful to her. Diana, you will be missed greatly.

No Bees, No Honey, No Work, No Money

In 2006 it was announced that honeybees were disappearing…but I noticed even before that the honeybees seemed scarce. I had seen them often and abundantly while growing up – I remember seeing them on flowers outside of stores and restaurants when I was little. I remember them buzzing all around my Grandma’s many flower gardens. I remember running through our backyard and stepping on (and getting stung a couple times- before learning to be careful where I stepped) the honeybees as they pollinated dandelions. But the older I got, the less honeybees I saw. No longer did I see them on flowers in my Grandma’s flower gardens, or on flowers anywhere, really, except on rare occassion (and certainly not on dandelions) and then it was only one or two little lonely bees.

I thought it was strange but that maybe it was just because I was older and less observant…until 2006 when it was announced that it wasn’t just me who noticed fewer – scientists did too. And here we are, June 2011, almost 6 years later and still hardly a honeybee in sight. In fact, on TV yesterday it was brought up again, that scientists still haven’t been able to figure out what has (been) happening to all the bees. They stated that 1/3 of all honeybees in both North America and Europe have been lost, and scientists still don’t know why (they have theories of course including bee-mites, disease/viruses, lack of food, and pesticides, but no pinpointed causes).

But today I do have some good news: for the first time in YEARS I saw not one, not two, but 8 honeybees pollinating flowers (lavenders and gerbera daisies) around the outside of the building at work. Go little bees, go! I’m rootin’ for you!

It made me happy to see some, since literally I have not seen a single honeybee in at least 3 or 4 years, and before that they were few and far between. Maybe there’s some hope yet…

New Avatar Series: The Legend of Korra!

I can’t wait till this comes out! It’s supposed to be mid 2012, so we’ll see. I loved, loved, LOVED the first series. Aang was such a wonderful character – this show was what every American cartoon should be. It had character development, AWESOME animation – no corners cut here – a great story, humor, drama, romance – you name it, it had it. I ❤ Avatar!

In an interview with the original creators (who also created and wrote this new series as well – YAY!) they stated that this will be a more mature series, with older characters and a more “mature” storyline.

Their description of the main character, Korra (the namesake of the new series), seems to be quite different from what we’re used to with the previous characters, particularly laid-back, peaceful Aang. They described her as  “a fiery waterbender.” It sounds like it’s going to be fun! Whooo!

See you soon for more adventures!

Chief Seattle’s Letter of Wisdom

In 1855, the Dwamish Chief Seattle, of Washington Territory, sent the following letter to President Franklin Pierce. Not surprisingly, his powerful plea was ignored by Pierce, and every President to follow. To this day the need to listen to Chief Seattle’s words grows stronger and more dire. Not only does the President need to listen, but as a nation and as individual people, we must heed his words.

To the Great Chief in Washington,

We know that the white man does not understand our ways. One portion of the land is the same to him as the next, for he is a stranger who comes in the night and takes from the land whatever he needs. The earth is not his brother but his enemy, and when he has conquered it, he moves on. He leaves his father’s grave, and his children’s birthright is forgotten.

The sight of your cities pains the eyes of the red man. But perhaps it is because the red man is a savage and does not understand. There is no quiet place in the white man’s cities. No place to hear the leaves of spring or the rustle of insect wings. But perhaps because I am a savage and do not understand, the clatter only seems to insult the ears.

The Indian prefers the soft sound of the wind itself cleansed by a midday rain, or scented by a Pinion pine. The air is precious to the Redman. For all things share the same breath: the beasts, the trees, and the man.

The white man does not seem to notice the air he breathes. Like a man dying for many days, he is numb to the stench.

I have seen thousands of rotting buffaloes on the prairie left by the white man who shot them from a passing train. I am a savage and do not understand. What is man without the beasts? If all beasts were gone, men would die from great loneliness of spirit, for whatever happens to the beast happens also to the man.

This we know: The earth does not belong to man; man belongs to the earth. All things are connected. Whatever befalls the earth befalls the sons of the earth. Man does not weave the web of life, he is merely a strand in it. Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself.

Our children have seen their fathers humbled in defeat. Our warriors have felt shame. It matters little where we pass the rest of our days; they are not many. A few more hours, a few more winters, and none of the children of the great tribes that once lived on this earth will remain to mourn the graves of a people once as powerful and hopeful as yours.

But even the white man cannot be exempt from the common destiny. We may be brothers after all; we shall see. One thing we know, which the white man may one day discover: our God is the same God. You may think that you own him as you wish to own our land, but you cannot. He is the Body of man, and his compassion is equal for the red man and white. This earth is precious to him, and to harm the earth is to heap contempt on its Creator.

The whites too shall pass, perhaps sooner than other tribes. Continue to contaminate your bed, and you will one night suffocate in your own waste.

But in your perishing you may shine brightly, fired by the strength of the God who brought you to this land and for some special purpose gave you dominion over this land and over the red man. That destiny is a mystery for us, for we do not understand when the buffalo are slaughtered, and the wild horses tamed. Where is the thicket? Gone. Where is the eagle? Gone. And what is it to say goodbye to the swift pony and the hunt? The end of living and the beginning of survival.

We might understand if we knew what it was the white man dreams, what hopes he describes to his children on long winter nights, what visions he burns into their minds, so they will wish for tomorrow. But we are savages. The white man’s dreams are hidden from us. And because they are hidden we will go our own way.

If we sell you our land, love it as we have loved it. Care for it as we have cared for it. Hold in your memory the way the land is as you take it. And with all your strength, with all your might, with all your heart, preserve it for your children and love it …. as God loves us all.

One thing we know. Our God is the same God. This earth is precious to Him. Even the white man cannot be exempt from the common destiny. We may be brothers after all.

The earth is the Lord’s and all that is in it, the world, and those who live in it; for He has founded it on the seas and established it on the rivers. Psalms 24:1-2

For every wild animal of the forest is Mine, the cattle on a thousand hills. I know all the birds of the air, and all that moves in the field is Mine. Psalms 50:10-11

For misery does not come from the earth, nor does trouble sprout from the ground; but human beings are born to trouble just as sparks fly upward. Job 5:6-7

For there is hope for a tree, if it is cut down, that it will sprout again, and that its shoots will not cease. Though its root grows old in the earth, and its stump dies in the ground, yet at the scent of water it will bud and put forth branches like a young plant. But mortals die, and are laid low; humans expire, and where are they? As waters fail from a lake, and river wastes away and dries up, so mortals lie down and do not rise again; until the heavens are no more, they will not awake or be roused out of their sleep. Job 14:7-12

Amelia Bedelia

March 2011

Meet Amelia. I’ve had her for about 2 months now – adopted March 3rd from the shelter I’ve been working at. She had been there since she was a kitten and kept getting sicker, so I felt like I had to take her out of that situation, since nobody was adopting her and she was just getting worse. Two rounds of antibiotics, eye ointment, and months of wrapping gauze over a wound on her neck (which started her 6 month- long health battle) later and she seems to be healthy again. I can also say that being in a small cage during her prime kitten months, and then with a surgical collar on for more than half of that time, gave her a lot of pent-up energy when she finally could move around. Even though she is fully grown now, she loves life and loves running around teasing other cats and people. 🙂 I am glad to see her so happy – she just gets into a lot of trouble! I originally named her Melia, which is Greek for soft, friendly, or ash tree, all of which fit her very well; however, Melia doesn’t flow as easily as Amelia, so it’s Amelia now, but Melia or Mimi for short. I certainly didn’t need another cat, since I already have 2, but I couldn’t sit by and watch her suffer. She’s such a sweetheart. She gives hugs and kisses and is so grateful. She’s probably the friendliest cat I’ve met, and certainly the friendliest I’ve had the pleasure of owning.

The day that made me decide to adopt her.

Before (3/3/11 at the shelter)

Already doing a lot better!

One week later (3/11/11 at home)

Easter weekend and doing great! Almost 2 months later!

After (4/30/11)

 

Welcome to the family, Amelia!

Amelia (5/8/11)

 Happiness is a sleepy cat!

 

Tink and Amelia

on my bed

 

 

Good night, sweet dreams…..

Saturday Musings

So, it’s been a really long time since my last post. And I thought October flew by….apparently so did November, December, and January, and we are now in the second week of February already! Valentine’s Day is just around the corner!

Today was kind of rough. I have been trying to change my mindset and be more positive lately, and it’s hard. I am doing fairly well with it, but I am constantly reminding myself to be more positive. Once I do, it seems to work, but I’m hoping to get to the point where I don’t have to remind myself and I just automatically look at the glass half full, rather than half empty. 

So as I was saying, today was a rather trying day for my positive side. At work we adopted out a really sweet dog that reminded me of mine. He came in last week, abused and abandoned, and we really bonded. He would listen to the other employees but he always would look to me for reassurance and to make sure I wanted him to do what they were telling him. It was really cute. I started to think that maybe I would take him home if he was there for much longer. Well, today a family came in and decided he was the one for them. Again, he constantly needed my reassurance when they were visiting with him to decide if they wanted to take him or not. He would visit with them a bit but kept returning to my side to cuddle up next to me, and often acted like he didn’t understand why these people were paying so much attention to him. When they were leaving with him he kept looking back at me, like he was expecting me to come along too. It made me sad even though I knew I should be happy for him. I AM glad he got a home and I hope they treat him as good as he deserves, but I also feel like I betrayed his trust.

We had another little sweet dog named Tess that got adopted today too, who had to be given up because her owner’s elderly mother needed to move into the home and because of her mother’s asthma and poor medical condition, the owner couldn’t keep her dog anymore. The owner called every day since she brought the dog (puppy, really, she was only 7 months old) in to make sure she was doing okay. Well, this little sweetie got adopted today too, and the owner called afterward, just like clockwork and we were able to tell her her baby got a home. This also made me sad because this woman obviously really loved her dog, but had to give her up so that she could take care of her mother, which is good that she chose to care for her mother, but at the same time, it’s not the poor little dog’s fault and she’s the one who had to go. So here was this lady who really loved her dog but couldn’t keep her, and yet we have so many people who abuse and neglect their pets for no reason – when they should be the ones to give up their animal or not even have one in the first place. It just isn’t fair. And I know life isn’t fair and I know the rhetorical response to that is “who ever said it was?” But it should be fair. It just should.

So today just really made me think about how all these poor animals – everywhere – not just where I work, go through all these really difficult changes in their lives and people don’t really think about it. They just seem to expect to go into a shelter and pick up a perfect animal with no issues, but they (and we) have no idea what the animals have gone through before we met them.

We have another young dog (maybe a year old) who has started biting people when they put their hands on his kennel. Outside of his kennel he is the sweetest, most playful dog, but inside his kennel he becomes somewhat aggressive, and because he bit someone he’s probably going to be put down. We also suspect he was abused because of how he acts around men. But we don’t know his story since he was found along the road, and now he’s probably not going to be around for much longer because of whatever trauma he experienced that causes him to be more aggressive in certain situations/with certain people than he should.

Poor Jay, dog without a future.

The cats’ stories are all just as sad. There was this one young cat (under a year old) whose owner decided they didn’t want him anymore because they couldn’t handle the responsibility. It turned out he had FIV (Feline version of HIV) and he lived at the shelter for just 4 months before he caught a respiratory infection which killed him because of his suppressed immune system due to the FIV. I watched him go from this playful, hopeful young kitten always wanting to be held and cuddled to just wanting to be free of his kennel and walk around, to finally a depressed little cat who didn’t even lift his head to greet you. And then he got sick and died. I just think that is the most horrible way to spend the last few months of anyone’s life be it human or animal. I just wished someone had taken him home to give him some freedom and some love before he had to die, rather than be locked up in a cage with limited contact, being depressed and sick.

In Memory of Link

Almost every one of the animals’ stories are like that and there’s no end to it. It is just heartbreaking to watch. I love when animals find a good home and someone to love them, but there are those that don’t get adopted and don’t find  a loving home and those are the ones I especially feel for. Their whole lives are just pain and misery and then they die. The ones that do get a new home, just like Tess, didn’t do anything wrong to begin with and they don’t understand why their person who loved them gave them away, but at least they do find another home even if it’s through the pains of separation first.

So, as you can see, today was hard because it really made me think about all of this and just wore me down. However, as I am now eating a Dove Promises piece of chocolate the “promise” says, “Feel good about today.” There’s the way to look on the bright side of things. At least my chocolate is holding me to my convictions and reminding me to stay positive and look at the glass half full.

 

Verse of the Day: 

“Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.” – 1 Corinthians 13: 6-7